So here it is, the tuesday after eXalt and I couldnt be more lost and confused if i tried. The weekend was awesome and it felt great to be away and far from the stress and worries of everyday life... for a couple of days. But here I am back in the normal world with my 2nd major test of the week coming up tomorrow, a 1000 word paper to write this weekend and a poster to go with it. Most of all, I'm lost and confused about a friend of mine. We talked about the future we wanted together over the summer but since school has gone back in, he has been driven on school work and schlorships and hasnt been focusing on me. Call me selfish but a girl loves some attention. Yah we have random nights where we ramble on about nothing but during the week I couldnt catch his attention if i was dancing infront of him stark naked... well maybe that extreme would catch some attention but not the attention i want. I want reassurance, i want his thoughts on which school sounds good for me, I want to know if he still wants to be with me after graduation. Now we arent together at the moment because hes living in a different province now but i think if its meant to be then he'll come around.. if not, I guess im just holding out for nothing, which really sucks.. although its not like i have a ton of guys chasing after me and begging me to give them a chance. Crappy eh? ahaha
So I found out Sunday when I got home from eXalt that I WILL be altering my sister's prom dress for my own prom :) That is completely good news because it saves cash and I've been thinking of prom look ideas with that dress anyway. Cinderella and Prince Charming look here i come :o Yupp, I'm decking out in princess for prom. I act like one all the time anyway so why not finally look like one lol Oh yah, dates for prom/grad are in! Along with times, if you want them, tell moi and i'll hook yah up! Other then all that fun stuff... that is all for now.
Keep the Faith!
